Yes, I'm feeling pretty emo today. The girl in the photo is Kayla Ferguson. We're great friends, really great friends. She has a unique problem that multitudes of very annoying guys like her. She told me that she didn't want a boyfriend at all. So I told myself that I wouldn't let myself like her. Simply out of fairness. And I told her, even that I could never actually date her because I like our friendship too much. Just because attraction can be the most powerful of all emotions, doesn't give it the right to walk all over your other feelings. So, to the point, recently I was asked to interview someone from the band "Kill Hannah." Many of you probably knew that from my journal. It went almost perfectly, in my opinion. I asked if she would want to tag along. She said yes. It was going to be her first serious concert. We went to the most awesome coffee shop in the whole city, which she's never been to. And I bought her dinner and everything. The interview was awesome. The bands all rocked. There was so much that went well. Too much to describe. And I come back Monday to discover that she's going to go out with a kid from her job. Maybe I don't necessarilly want to date her. But I do want to know what I'm doing wrong. I can live with it for so long, but there really is no girl out there who has a single ounce of respect for me. All I want is for someone intelligent to be interested in me for a change. If you've gotten this far I'm sure your ears are probably bleeding. I just hate the fact that I'm always going to be nothing more than human trash to most of my peers.
i know the feeling...the whole human trash feeling...
where i live, and the school i go to, if you look and act different than everyone else, its like they exile you, and the only time they look at you is when they give you those sideways "shes nothing but a waste of space" looks.
but i cant help feeling that im above them because im different and because of those looks that they give me.
idk, sorry for the rambling rant...
this is an incredible picture btw.
i love everything about it.
Ach.
I know, I sometimes think that being different is special, too.
But it's not.
Being different is exactly what it says.
Different.
You're still human in the end.
Everyone still has a lot of the same problems in the end.
When I wrote this I felt like I was being singled out.
But millions of people have gone through the exact same thing.
The problem is, knowing that doesn't do anything to dull the pain at the time.
Thank you.
It means a lot that you commented.
I really like your photo but the description it`s amazing!!
Don`t worry you are good looking guy you will find someone belive me!! I`m going to give you and advice don`t try to find love!! Love will find you!! I know everybody says that but it`s true!! Don`t cry for being single believe me when you find a girlfriend you will beg for be single again hahahaha...
(By the way i`m just a bored girl trying to help...so if you don`t like my advice you can ignore it!! xD)
I don't think I'd ignore your advice if you're tryin to help!
It's very kind of you to even comment me!
You have a beautiful gallery, by the way, I love your photography.
I'm sorry I don't know any Spanish that goes much beyond Rojo, Blanca, Azure, Casa, Muerto, and Acera Cerrada.
Actually you have great english.
The only thing is, words like "it's", "can't", "won't" and "shouldn't" don't have a ` they have a ' which is on the left side of the return/enter key.
I go scream now.
where i live, and the school i go to, if you look and act different than everyone else, its like they exile you, and the only time they look at you is when they give you those sideways "shes nothing but a waste of space" looks.
but i cant help feeling that im above them because im different and because of those looks that they give me.
idk, sorry for the rambling rant...
this is an incredible picture btw.
i love everything about it.
I know, I sometimes think that being different is special, too.
But it's not.
Being different is exactly what it says.
Different.
You're still human in the end.
Everyone still has a lot of the same problems in the end.
When I wrote this I felt like I was being singled out.
But millions of people have gone through the exact same thing.
The problem is, knowing that doesn't do anything to dull the pain at the time.
Thank you.
It means a lot that you commented.
^_^
Don`t worry you are good looking guy you will find someone belive me!! I`m going to give you and advice don`t try to find love!! Love will find you!! I know everybody says that but it`s true!! Don`t cry for being single believe me when you find a girlfriend you will beg for be single again hahahaha...
(By the way i`m just a bored girl trying to help...so if you don`t like my advice you can ignore it!! xD)
Anak
It's very kind of you to even comment me!
You have a beautiful gallery, by the way, I love your photography.
I'm sorry I don't know any Spanish that goes much beyond Rojo, Blanca, Azure, Casa, Muerto, and Acera Cerrada.
The only thing is, words like "it's", "can't", "won't" and "shouldn't" don't have a ` they have a ' which is on the left side of the return/enter key.
i don't think alot of people do...
but i respect you, and i plan to as long as i know you...